Borderline Personality Disorder

That's my new diagnosis apparently. Seems to make some sense. Nice to know although the other side of the coin is that it's a rather shitty label. Ho hum.

Have had a rather shite month. Various upsets and down in the depths of self loathing. Some cutting and skidding along the gravel of no future.

Apologies for lack of posts. It always happens when I hit a slough of despond. Understandable really. If one can see no future one doesn't bother. Budgeting, physical health, blog, friends, family... it all goes out the window 'cause if I'm not going to be here much longer none of that matters. Unfortunately that leaves one with more shit to deal with when a pin-prick of light appears at the end of the tunnel. At least I have just enough insight to rationalise the neurotic and psychotic in order to start emerging once again. At least it's a good thing according to other people, not so sure from my point of view.

Ah well. Enough of the whingeing already.

Happy 65th birthday Lou,

2007 snogs

posted by Andy 10:13